Green Envy

Hey Guys, If you follow me on any social site you know that I post my outfits on there daily. I blog them as soon as I can , sometimes there's just not that many hours in the day. Now it's going to get really hard being that I'm taking a 4 week course. So please bare with me. When I saw these pants my body just gravitated towards them. They are so intriguing, when you first look at them you think its a pleated maxi skirt . But then when you come up close you realize that they are pants! I had to purchase them immediately. I paired them with a Mint Blazer , a cheetah print tank w| a matching belt and a white envelope shoulder bag . All from Forever21.  My shoes are from Charlotte Russe and cost 40 bucks and that was the most expensive piece I had on .

The pants had a black elastic band that I wasn't fond of so I concealed it and put the belt on top.

My Photographer of the day cooking .

Have a great Sunday !

JuJu no More .

My godson is the most adorable little thing ever. Skyler & him were born on the same day !! So I pretty much have an idea for what I'm going to deal with . He's a little photograher he took some amazing pics of Mike, Skyler & myself . Then of course I took some pictures of him . He's getting so big I can't believe he's already 2 & doesn't want to be called JuJu anymore. That's not his name lol. We took the boys to the city last month because we woke up too late for the zoo.

He wanted to wear his hat like Mike.

I'm Wearing Forever21 bow earrings, NY&CO necklace, & my grandma's sweater.

Blue Me Away

I haven't been posting in while.  I'm so ashamed :(
But I work full time & I am a mom to a 2 month old beautiful boy named Skyler . I went on a trip to Virginia during hurricane Irene. Skyler and I had so much fun we wished Mike was able to come along with us but he had to work and being that there was the hurricane watch and the whole NY was planning to evacuate he ended up staying home alone :(

     Earrings: Charlotte Russe , Necklace: H&M , Cropped Shirt: American Apparel , Tribal Maxi Skirt & Belt: Forever 21 ,  Shoes: Payless

A lil something bout me

Three Names I Go By:

SuperbadQ. Quadie. Q

Three Places I Have Lived:

 Va. West Brighton. Harbor 

Three People Who Text/BBM Me Regularly:

Mic-T. Johneatha. Cleo

Three Favorite Drinks:

Strawberry Coolata. Ciroc. Summer Peach Snapple

Three Favorite Old TV Shows:

Hey Arnold. Wild Thornberrys. Fear Factor

Three TV Shows I Watch:

Rachel Zoe Project. True Blood. Dexter

Three Favorite Dishes:

Pizza. Jerk Chicken. Burritos

Three Places I Have Been:

Miami. Washington. South Carolina

Three Makeup/Beauty Products I Can't Live Without:

Nars Orgasim blush. MAC Lipstick. Liquid Eyeliner

Three Places I Would Like To Visit:

California, Rome, London

Three Things I'm Looking Forward To:

 Moving to California. Getting a BlackBerry. Making beautiful children lol :b

Three Jobs I Have Had:

New York & Co. Sephora. Home Health Aide

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Vulnerable Q

I have been slacking on my blog lately but these past couple of weeks have just been a world wind for me and now i can honestly say that at this point in time im really a lost soul. I dont know what to do with anything anymore. I shaved my hair again because I actually feel like me. I feel so lost i HATE feeling lost. I just want to run away and escape. I have a horrible job my only support is my grandma. I actually trust no one in this world but her. I just wish shit wouldnt get so complicated but then that's just wishful thinking because what is life without complications.

invisible.

Sometimes you make me feel so invisible like I dont exsist to you. I could be sitting right there and you act like ther's no one around. I always ask myself why but i really should be me asking you Wtf is wrong with you.. Im here. Im down for you and you dont seem to apprieciate that. Here I go again with feeling unapprieciated. Ino I say it alot but that's how I feel you dont make me feel no other way, When we do speak it's always something smart or negative to say never nice. We both know somewhere down the line something went wrong I tried making the effort to making it work and you shot that down. Idk where to go from here, im burnt out; where did the passion go, Why did it leave? Are we not allowing it to come back or are we just over it. I wonder that alot lately. I wonder and wish all the time and maybe that's what's wrong. There's so much wishful thinking a girl can do. It doesnt take one to work. It NEEDS two. Do we really give our all when we say we are going to? Or is it just a plea bargian when we are scared to face the truth.. One of my favorite songs right now is Cold Case Love by Rihanna and one part speaks to me the most.

"We lost our way; took this too far. Now i`ll never find the pieces of my heart. We lost enough looking for a truth... That was here all along."

 that part always seems to make me cry somehow. It's clear to see we lost our way. Did we take this relationship to far?  Is the truth we were searching for that we are over and we just cant simply fix anything anymore. Its became so confusing to me that i cant wrap my head around it anymore. Guys dont realize how much power they hold in a relationship. What they think is simple or not serious could mean the world to us. By talking to a girl especially if you dont have the best relationship that can break a girl. It makes us feel inadequete like where not good enough for you. That can bring someone's self esteem down. & dont think just because you are with us that makes everything ok. NO it does not. Just because you are with us physically dont mean you want us to be together emotionally. Its not about being jealous or anything there's so much more to that & we just wish you guys would understand. I wonder will you ever understand. When will enough be enough. When will i stop feeling like this. When will i stop feeling invisible around you..