crossroads.

I guess I'm supposed to be happy I'm 6 weeks away from giving birth but I'm not. I'm depressed I work 40 hrs a week and its very hard. I'm constantly made into the bitch because I want the best for my son. I need more support and I'm not getting it. I had plans on moving and now they wont happen. My biggest fear is struggling with my child and right now it looks like that's what I'm going to be doing unfortunately .